WHY ME????

whenever i feel down
and smile turns into a frown
whenever i feel.....
it should not have happened to me
on turns the reel.....
WHY ME???

whatever aspect may it be
starting with studies
i tell you,what did he
i worked hard from the core
what i got was bad score!!

talking about friends and pals
i am always tricked
and it ends in brawls
whomsoever i thought was my best
was as cunnning as the rest...

then...about the fairer sex
got it like a humongous hex
thought myself as a reigning rex
killed it...with my own axe!!

seeing a rich man's pomp and show
a crow pecks on my brow
and asks me to grow
the size of my pocket
to own a blow!!

in every aspect,big or small
all he tries,is to haul
and everytime i ask the mighty HE
hey.........WHY ME???

he answers in an instant
"see around you,a mile distant....
look at the poor on the pavement....
and you still thinking about your cravement??"

"see the blind,who cant see the daily sun...
a handicap,who cant run...
put this question to an orphan...
like me,do you have the daily fun???"

now,i see,i m so wealthy
just need to be a little stealthy
thoughts,relations and aspects which are not sound
maybe,i am eating that all up....like a hound!!

people say....everything he does is for good
but thats too hard to believe
when in the battlefield....

ALONE YOU STOOD!!!!

STILL WAITING.....

life seems so empty
there is no one to mend me
i am on a thinking spree
why i am alone in this amity??

they walk hand in hand
realising my life is so bland
i am stuck in a manky sand
addressed as a one man band!!

getting more than their worth
my heart burns,as if in hearth
we together in a single berth
me and my loneliness....since birth

maybe there is something good in store for me
whats there for me...lets see
you are free to charge your fee
GOD....but,
dont make me wait till eternity!!!

A QUERY TO GOD

o god
the man above i cant find
what came in your mind
that you created mankind??

first you created planet earth
then you poured life on it,with a mirth
that shows you are not a nerd
but the question in the first place is....
why you created this world???

was it an act to showcase your power??
and show to others who you are
before you created this thing
was there someone except you....O KING???

you created life,then relations
divided this world into many nations
was this you thought about your credention??
now that.....you must need to mention!

you created relations,family and friends
for you,it was just one of your errands
to help each other in many a way
but why in the end they go away??

rascals fight and the culprits pledge
and the fittest survive,with a sledge
some are rich,with a golden bed
and many cant afford,even the daily bread!!

some get everything,whatever they yearned
many dont get,even when earned
do you answer to a special call??
thats nepotism MY LORD....this and all....

i am not blaming you at all
your creation,its your right to maul
who knows
this world was just a gift you made
for your loved one
as a frill to HER plaid!!!!!!

IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES

lying in my bed
thinking what my heart just said
what if......tomorrow i am dead???

my loving parents as my shoulders
my friends to carry me over the boulders
what if my shoulders give away
and my carriage breaks in way???

this life is so short
its not the thing which can be bought
with time the body begins to rot
but,thats not what my heart just thought

what if tomorrow never comes
whatever i feel,i think,away it runs
all the people who do not know
that i love and admire them so
along with me and my soul
away this feeling goes

would my parents know i love them like anything??
would my friends know,for them i give a damn to everything??
would she know i still miss her everyday??
and my ship sinks before reaching the bay

i still got to do so much in life
have to clear myself from all the strife
have to stand up to expectation
and give a blow to my traduced reputation

but,then again my heart asks me to see
what if there is no tomorrow for thee?????

A STORY UNTOLD....

't started as good
he had something else in mind
didn't knew in hood
he'd be left far behind

sweet,slim and supple......she was
many a deep sighs.....she caused
he was there,in the long line
caught her there,just in time

she thought,"I've got my man"
to live and laugh together
as long as she can
but in deep,he was a clever muller
obsessed with the picture
not the real colour

she was a kid at heart
which he ravaged apart
a good daughter,a good sis
her existence.....a bliss

she laboured so hard
to gratify a pard
that man....that lard
treated her,like a ward

as time passed by
and the things running smooth
he and his world
she figured the sooth

he owned that doll
for a good three years
kept it on a roll
and it accepted...with tears

in that hot harsh furnace
she created a mould
casted herself and her heart
when cold,that grew out so bold

so,when he thought of ending it all
she didn't raise a cry or hue
accepted that all
with firmness and no dew

at this moment of time
she seems to be happy and content
leaving that all behind
no scratches and not a dent

all things when owned
are never regarded their place
but when they are gone
there's no replace

this is what, felt he
repenting what he did to she
she was best he could ever get
now left with nothing
but for remorse and regret

he started it and he ended
he hunted and then repented
maybe he's sad,maybe he's lonely
but why it's happening
when everything is so homely??????