SUMMON....

watching her passing by
my heart gives a sigh
that smile and a hi
with her...i want to fly....

can't tell her what i feel
in there...i bend and kneel
can't show her this side of I
don't know the reason why.....

of what i am uncertain
of what i am unsure
can't see behind the curtain
but...my feelings are pure......

what is that i need
and what i need it for?
is it only a feed to my greed
or is it way beyond the cupid's power??

on hitting the unexpected
when I'll stand corrected
will it hurt my pride
and leave me without a guide
with no place to hide??

am i facing a lie?
or the sin is that high
asking me to shout and cry
and SUMMON her
before the......final goodbye!!

OBLIVION...

i sit staring at nothing
voices all around me
and i don't hear a thing

i look here,i see there
what is hidden and what is bare
people on my side
there just to glide
they sway with my pace
with a mask on their face

sitting with them
i think about the helm
is it me??
no...and i don't want to be

then i get sleepy
my mind begins to drool
the thoughts get creepy
they leap in the devil's pool

fighting to keep my eyes open
as i think about my goal
my mind full of questions
with a teacher in my soul

this state of OBLIVION
my own world as my pillion
i ride it on my own
with all and everything i own

this duration of time
when whole world is just a mime
the sleep....starting with a peek
on the things and people i want to keep

putting away the hate
residing in my cape
lending all the sins on lease
for those hours....
i .....rest in peace.

INCERTITUDE

a question.....a thought
a query.....a plot
a doubt in my mind
one of a kind
i am dubious from the core
when i think.....
is there one life or more???


i think the answer is one
then...how to live through this one???
should i live it...as if this is it
or should i look,pause,think and stick with it???
should i live it like a king
or should i strive my way...to the center of the ring???


i look around....the world at race
strain myself to set my pace
but again....i am left in daze
will i live long....to end that chase???


when over...i don't want to regret
because then..i won't resurrect
should i do this or should i do that
is it sure...to be tit-for-tat???


i got no answer.....i got no reply
i stare in the mirror.....to a face so wry
saw it giving a sigh
and then it asks.....
"WASN'T IT EVEN WORTH A TRY???"